when i see you smile...

When babies smile, it restores faith back into your life. When you are holding this tiny little creation, who was just literally in God's hands not more than 6 months ago...and they grin ear to ear for you... you can't help but have faith that everything is going to be ok. That things happen and you learn lessons and that the most important thing in the world are those little smiles that we take for granted. I can't wait to be a mommy one day. But for now, a teacher in the infant room will cure my itch for mommyhood! =)

marilyn monroe quotes = love

So i was just browsing through the internet when I came across this quote from Marilyn Monroe..."and sometimes good things fall apart so that better things can fall together." In general I think people can get so caught up in the disappointments in our life to a point where we forget that God does have our best interest as HIS best interest. We think we're never going to get over this. Life as we know it is over. There is no way we will ever be happy again. Then the clouds part, the light starts shining through and before you know it, your happy again. You have this new part of you that you didn't before and God shows you that he is in control. That he has everything taken care of. That if you listen and obey him and trust him, you will always be taken care of. By the almighty God himself...

Trust me, I am preachin to the choir. I know I'm better off. I know that relationship was the worst thing for me. I know I deserve better. I know my God holds me in the palm of his hands. I have to trust that really soon the dark clouds are going to part and His light will shine through. But I have to keep holding on to what I know. And I need the people around me that I love, and love me, my church friends, family... I need you guys more than ever right now. I have tried to distance myself from ya'll, when I was scared and insecure, but I know that right where I belong is running towards God. ...and that's what I'll be attempting to do in these coming days... that first step will be much anticipated but very hard to take.

a closed door means new beginnings.

So when I realize that my mind is not where it should be, focused on God’s truth and how this really is going to come out ok…I have found a website full if amazing devotions. I’ve already read 3….

http://www.crosswalk.com/devotionals/dailyinchrist/archives/


This is going to be really hard. I know this…because I know this…




God came here to set us free….I have to keep telling myself that today.

happy anniversary

oh and also...new year. It is a day late, but yesterday was my 1 year anniversary of this blog. I have officially been blogging consistantly (or inconsistantly) for 365 days. For the past week I've been glancing on my old entries... and I'll update what I think next week.

but i had to blog today ...my anniversary post.